Daily thoughts - July 17, 2022 (imported from Facebook)

Homemade trail mix by Alex 🥰 

 I wasn't sure what I wanted for a snack, already had some frozen mangoes and chips... Then I decided on cashews and some M&Ms... So Alex made me a small bowl of trail mix 🥰 

 Wil has been an awesome husband, helping however possible. The boys are stepping up around the house, helping with meals and the dogs. 

I know it can't be easy for them since we don't know where this will go. But I hope they all know I love them more than anything in the world.

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